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Mon, Nov. 30th, 2009, 12:26 am
when you thought you got people to lean on.
you realise that nobody is there. Sun, Sep. 27th, 2009, 11:13 am
ignorance.
I TOTALLY HATE OBNOXIOUS CUSTOMERS! grrrr. bloody fucking big shots! fuck you and your fucking heads in the sky! may you all one day realise and have your heads stuck highly in your own fucking asses! >:(
Fri, Sep. 25th, 2009, 01:24 am
sometimes i think of my capabilities.
then again i wonder. if i have any at all.
i need some happiness in my life. omg. so sick and tired of working. i wanna wake up in the late afternoons even if i know that half the day is wasted. I wanna wake up and just pig around cause it so comfy. i wanna just watch tv when i wake, eat and slack. i want just a normal holiday, without working in the shop. it totally drains me. =( my life becomes so boring and routined, nine to eight -- work. eight to morning--- sleep. this is totally no life. and i miss many many people =( sighs.
nobody understands.
really. not one bit.
im sick and tired of pretending.
if you would know how much i pretend.
i bet you all would be so fucking disgusted, you wouldnt wanna be my friend.
yuppp. this is reality,
too bad everyone else is masked from it.
hates. just hate everything going on right now.
i brought denial to a whole new level.
i got my hopes crushed again.
when will i ever learn?
Tue, Jun. 23rd, 2009, 10:33 am
being optimistic doesnt do any good at all.
when your hopes are dashed, you just fall harder.
what justice is this?
i should just be pessimistic.
then when something goes wrong, it would be alright.
cause i expect it to be.
thats right.
Mon, Jun. 22nd, 2009, 08:11 pm
yup. that totally hurts. thanks really. maybe i should stay the way i am.
STOP!
i need to stop eating.
omg.fucking fat fuck.
stupid shyan.
like wth okay! work you stupid wireless! damn you singtel and huawei! why isnt it working!!!! i went down to service the god damned thumbdrive already! this stupid device worked for like a good few hours. then it decided to go back to its horrible state. WHY WONT THEY JUST GIVE ME A NEW ONE. STUPID SINGTEL! WASTING MY MONEY ALL! FUCK YOU.
Sat, Apr. 25th, 2009, 08:09 pm
i dont ask for much.
i just want the little that i have. please dont let me lose this. Tue, Apr. 14th, 2009, 06:14 pm
schools starting. and im starting it with a heavy heart =(
im cranky. i woke up angry for god knows what reason. so yea. im probably not gonna speak to many cause im scared i would offend anyone now. =( probably only DDS and AF and amsie. =/
honesty just kills, dont you think?
didnt think it was so complicated at all.
Sun, Apr. 5th, 2009, 01:27 am
totally miss .....
this aint good.
i dont know whats what anymore.
cause everything is just slipping away ever so quickly.
sighs much. =(
Mon, Mar. 30th, 2009, 11:03 pm
internet.
omg. i think my internet is like a dog. being loyal and loving to its chosen owner. and sadly, it as chosen my brother! how annoying! the whole day! it wouldnt work properly. and when my dear brother starts using! WHOAAAA! like a lil puppy! the internet jumps to life. raging with a great deal of happiness, working like heaven. damnit. so unfair! HEAR ME INTERNET?! I SAID IT IS SO BLOODY UNFAIR! SHARE SOME LOVE TO ME TOO! HUMPH! >=(
Wed, Mar. 4th, 2009, 12:46 pm
SHOCKING NEWS
omg. like doro just told me that she was a calefare actress in her younger years. LIKE CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! omg. the show is called san main xia ua! ZOE TAY role was someone acting in the jail and DORO is the baby that she gave birth in the cell! HAHAHAHHA! so funny can! SHOCKS! i dont believe her eh. but for her to describe the scene to me(cause her mother told her so). OMG LIKE GREAT SHOCKS! i still dont believe actually. she is like bragging in my ear now how cute she is. SO NOTOKAY DORO CHEN! THERE WAS JUST A LACK OF BABIES AT THAT PERIOD THATS WHY THEY CHOSE YOU! DONT GLOAT ABOUT IT! HAHA!
Tue, Mar. 3rd, 2009, 09:10 pm
i really should.
cause there is just nothing left to it. |
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